Through The Looking Glass

My safe haven.
Rants, fashion, and teenage life.
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I’d die for a Kate Spade wallet.  (Not literally, but they’re so beautiful) 

I’d die for a Kate Spade wallet. 

(Not literally, but they’re so beautiful) 

(via mygirlyside)

I’ve learned to love life more by counting my blessings instead of my problems.

—Appreciation begets satisfaction. 

This is me without make-up.  But I’ve learned to love myself. 

This is me without make-up. 

But I’ve learned to love myself. 

(Source: braiker)

Bitch Flip.

Don’t hate me. 

I know, I know. I haven’t been blogging a lot, but I’ve been preoccupied. That’s no excuse, but I guess I’m here to apologize. 

These last couple days have been nice. Non-Tumblr nice. I’ve been hanging with the girls and I celebrated my 3-monthaversary with my boyfriend (yay!♥). Overall, it’s been a nice lazy week. 

But it’s time to get focused. I have 5 chapters and a book to read and take notes on for AP US History. Kill me now. 

I just wish this stress would give me the motivation to do the work, but it’s honestly not. I know I don’t belong in an AP class, so why am I pretending? Sure, I believe I can do it if I tried, but I don’t feel like putting in the effort. I just feel that if I don’t take this class, colleges won’t take me seriously. But really, who gives a fuck about going to a super good college? I get the same education anywhere I go. 

Whatever. 


I’m just confused. 

I’ll update later, I guess. 

I don’t wear sunglasses, but these are très adorable. 

I don’t wear sunglasses, but these are très adorable. 

(via e-spirelookbook)

You Promised Me Forever

A short poem I wrote for my 10th grade ‘English II Honors: World Literature and Composition’ class. It was hell, but in the end, it was worth it. 

An adaption of ‘I Beg You, Chung-Tzu’ 


You promised me forever,
But there are so many possibilities
And I do not think you have loved me for long enough.
Not that I mind the times you have loved me
But soon, I will grow, and the shoe may not fit
As comfortably as it once did.
I fear the future,
But promises are made to be broken.


You promised me forever
But there are so many obstacles
And I do not think I can hurdle over them as easily as I once did.
Not that I mind the times you have helped me get back up
But soon, I will grow, and the shoe may not fit
As comfortably as it once did.
I fear the separation,
But promises are made to be broken.

You promised me forever
But there are so many doubts
And I do not think I can erase them from my mind.
Not that I mind the times you have allowed me to forget them for a while
But soon, I will grow, and the shoe may not fit
As comfortably as it once did.
I fear the heartache,
But promises are made to be broken.

Summer 2012 Bucketlist:  Have a summer romance  Dance in the rain  Go to the beach  Sneak in somewhere  Have a paranormal experience  Read at least 15 novels Have a blast in New York  Spend more time with my parents  Expand my vocabulary  Try something new (and like it)  Swim (a lot)  Drive around the island  Visit somewhere new  Check out Princeton  Take risks  Go out with the girls  Meet new people  Go to the Philippines  Stop being tired of the old people  Become more appreciative of others  Be a wildchild for a day  Get lost & not care  Go on an adventure  Have a few drinks with my boyfriend  Spend time with my sister  Take Adam out to lunch with my new card ;)  Be fearless 

Summer 2012 Bucketlist: 

Have a summer romance 

Dance in the rain 

Go to the beach 

Sneak in somewhere 

Have a paranormal experience 

Read at least 15 novels

Have a blast in New York 

Spend more time with my parents 

Expand my vocabulary 

Try something new (and like it) 

Swim (a lot) 

Drive around the island 

Visit somewhere new 

Check out Princeton 

Take risks 

Go out with the girls 

Meet new people 

Go to the Philippines 

Stop being tired of the old people 

Become more appreciative of others 

Be a wildchild for a day 

Get lost & not care 

Go on an adventure 

Have a few drinks with my boyfriend 

Spend time with my sister 

Take Adam out to lunch with my new card ;) 

Be fearless 

BUCKETLIST #1: Tell everyone I meet that they’re beautiful.

—Life is too short to be judgmental. 

I love shoes. I love flowers.  Therefore, these shoes should be in my closet. Like now. 

I love shoes. I love flowers. 

Therefore, these shoes should be in my closet. Like now. 

(via e-spirelookbook)

I want to become a doctor. Some kind of anesthesiologist or forensic pathologist. Or maybe a mortician. Who knows?  The future is full of infinite possibilities.  Or maybe that’s what people want us to think. 

I want to become a doctor. Some kind of anesthesiologist or forensic pathologist. Or maybe a mortician. Who knows? 

The future is full of infinite possibilities. 

Or maybe that’s what people want us to think. 

(Source: ashmackenzie)